The result of a quiz i took in FB: 你未来另一半的样子有可能是憨憨胖胖(?!!)的，样子不一定是型男帅哥，但却是超级耍宝(???)，超级可爱类型(?!!)的哟！他是一个和蔼可亲(good!)的人，很为你着想(good)，无论你要他扮成机器猫还是蜡笔小新，他都会乖乖听你的话(not good!)，逗得你整天都合不拢嘴哟！恋爱时期的你在他面前就像个女王，一切你说了算(dont want la!!)，婚后你仍是家里的老大(yer~!)，他仍然心甘情愿听你使唤，小俩口的日子过得虽不算富裕但也着实温馨得令人羡慕呢！
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
A dream i dreamt this morning left me breathless, so bad that it disrupted my sleep and woke me up gasping for air, and after 30 minutes i still feel shortness of breath.
i am feeling so light headed… abit dizzy… abit blur… abit of everything else… argh! worst still, i have been waking up for the past few days at either 3 or 4am because of the excruciating pain from swallowing my saliva… and i think i am coughing my lungs out… it’s horrible… i cant focus on what i am supposed to do: revisions + thesis correction. i only am capable of sitting at a corner staring blankly at whatever that is in front of me… and i lost my voice… tsk tsk! My voice is barely audible now, i think i am going to be completely mute soon… SHAIKS!!!!
I am suffering from tonsilitis for the second time, it feels horrible… High fever (38.6), cough, sore throat (with pass on the right side of my tonsil)… the latest “addition” : running and blocked nose. Awful awful!
I usually enjoy being sick, because i hardly fall sick and also because of the medication certificate (MC) 
but what’s the use of being sick now, the MC wont be able to help me to get a day off, because i do not have any more classes anymore ever again…
The doc said it is because of the cold drinks… i couldnt think of the cold drinks i had then, but suddenly i remembered having ice lemon tea on monday at a fast food restaurant, and i started coughing since then… Ish! should not have ordered the whole set… was tempted by the fries… Darn! i am suffering consequences of being tempted… I really wanna get well fast, soon, if can… i wanna get well NOW, ahora mismo!
Was lying on my bed yesterday, couldnt sleep… although one of the pills are supposed to make me drowsy… but it didnt do the trick, then i started sweating… anyway, since i couldnt sleep i was so desperate to find someone to talk to… … to cut the story short, i smsed him, but no reply… haih~ in attempt to sleep, i tossed and turned, Finally, after turning 180 degrees, i dozed off to a dreamless night…
i am now sitting here in the library waiting for peggy and san to finish their expo assignments. well, i have been paying frequent visits to the library lately because the deadline for thesis presentation is almost up. URGH!!! what have i been doing all these while?
Anyway, i think i am almost 77 88 done with my chapter2. Crossing my fingers and praying hard that Prof would find it acceptable. Come to think of it, maybe i should borrow books on Communication Theories. yea, maybe i should do just that on my next visit to the library. Why am i not doing it right now? I dont know lah~ just am too tired to walk anymore, need to save the remaining energy in me to walk to my car and drive myself home. @.@
i am soooo hungrie… i have a feeling by the time i reach home, i would be full already. @.@
Tired. so many things still undone! *sigh* suddenly i feel that this is the way a university student’s life should be. bleuk~!
The title of the movie plus Peck Ling (who has never stepped foot into the cinema until last december during our Form 6 class gathering) kept asking me about this film last year got me curious.
erm, no photos… hehe… my movie kakis have all blogged about it, not wanting to be left out, so, here i am blogging about it.
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Sounds interesting. Even more with so many nominations for it. I really had HIGH expectation of it. VERY HIGH. i guess, pplwith high expectation will feel the pain even more excruciatingly when reality hits. From the tone of my writing, anyone would be able to guess that i was greatly disappointed. This movie is waaay tooo draggy… on and on… NST was right, it cud have been further edited and duration shorten by at least30 minutes! I kept bothering San during the movie, asking her from time to time, “why is he still so old?” ; “How old is he now?” it seems never ending… sorry lur, i think San would never want to sit beside me again for our next movie,well, ifthere is a next time. LOL!
No doubt, some parts are meaningful, but i left the cinema feeling what-was-that-movie-about-? It didnt leave any impact on me. Where are the parts that are said to be touching? I am someone who get emotional rather easily, yet i dont feel anything at all throughout the movie except the feeling of boredom.
Haih~ disappointed. Maybe i should have attended that replacement class instead.
Looking forward to slumdog millionaire!
Everyone said he likes me, but i shrug off that idea, he married with kids and he is my lecturer! oh well, yeah, he showed concern for my groupby smsing me, yes, of all the members in my group, he smsed me! Maybe a lil bias to my group because of… me?
Below are his text msges:
1st -> Hi Phoebe, did yr group managed to talk to the technicians to secure the parking lots for yr group activiti tmrow? Hopefully everything will go smoothly for yr group tmrow.
2nd -> Ok, c u tmrow. take care and good night.
First of all, he didnt identify himself, good thing is i roughly remembered those numbers while he scribbled his hp number on a piece of paper.
Isn’t it weird to have a lecturer texting a students “take care and good night”? It gave me a LIL goose bump… It sounded so cheesy. I never had the experience of having a lecturer showering me with so much care and concern, it’s never my intention to make his wife jealous of him texting his student, boy~ it’s freaking me out… what am i supposed to do?!
Actually, it’s scandalesslah, get what i mean? SCANDALESS
This lecturer is a super nice guy, never have i met any lecturer this helpful, patient, responsible and understanding. Very soft spoken and funny in his own way. I have ntg else to say about this lecturer except he is REALLY VERY NICE man, and his wife should be very proud of him. I only wish all the lecturers in UPM are as good and noble as him. Thank You Dr for everything you have done for me and my friends! Seriously appreciate it alot!
*sigh* again, this post doesnt sound like what it should have sounded. I am suffering from… brain block? idea block? mind block? or is it writers’ block? There is this word andre used when he’s lost for words/ideas while scripting (by that i mean script writing).
nvm, no point thinking too hard for that one word…
I am writing this crap, because it’s one way of escaping reality, i dont know why do those nasty assignments keep coming back to me… go away, shoo! Shoo!!!! As of this year, i still have not submitted anything regarding my thesis to prof yet, i really should be worried, i just wish to be relieved of these assignments so that i would that tiny weeny time for my thesis. But what can i expect, it’s afterall a group work, where not everyone is working their heads off… “lucky” them?
enough said, i am going to bed now, and i have save tomorrow for my thesis, keeping my fingers crossed that there would be MINIMAL intrusion of other assignments…
Good night!
Suddenly i remember about the dream i had where i was on the phone with… ahem, that Prof.
there was one part in the dream where he said, “I cant help you if you dont help yourselves” And Prof actually said those exact words yesterday when he was venting his anger on us!!! PHOO!!! My dream actually came true, well part of it… How i wish it’s my SWEET dreams that came true instead of this…
yea, i had a bad day, muy bad. No, it was not a bad start, in fact i had fun laughing during Dr. Sham’s Asas Periklanan. After that almost everything seemed to be going downhill. i was late for skills in grammar class, only to find out that all the frantic rushing was unnecessary because the lecturer was not even there yet. After that 1 hour class, went to get my car only to see a piece of white paper under the wiper, instantly i knew it couldnt be of any good news. DARN!
To make everything short, (well, because i am totally exhausted right now) i finally went to see Prof regarding my thesis. He wasnt too nice, rebuked us for such a late appointment (he was expecting us at the 1st week of this sem), even said that we were the worst of all the students he had ever supervised. OUCH! Was so (sooo) sarcastic when I asked for his suggestions on references for my thesis. He has that disbelieve look on his face and with a smirk he told me the references are in the toilet! DARN! What hurts even more was that i heard chuckling sound, well, not from him, i do hope that quirky sound is not a chuckle. He is rude, too rude for words, for goodness sake, he is a HIGHLY educated elderly man, he should act like one. Shame on him for bringing down the reputation of ppl of the same rank in msia.
But from the above 2 incidents that happened today, i learnt my lessons. I have to do what I feel it’s right for ME to do. From this day forward, I am a changed girl, pray that God will help me to make the right decision whenever wherever. I’ve got to do what I’ve got to do. No more fooling around, time to get serious, or so i think.
At the end of the day, i truly am grateful to God that there is a home which i can look forward to after a trying day. Home sweet home, and i think i finally understand that true meaning of it.
it’s been awhile since i last updated my blog, my bad for missing in action for that long, just wasnt in the right state for it. I do have things to write, but the hassle of turning on the computer turns me off. Come to think of it, my laptop has been left lying there at the edge of my table for the past 7 days, at least. Since i have a blog therefore i am obliged to write something every now and then, alright, nonsense aside, i am now here to write what i have planned to write but having written all these nonsense i hereby announced that i have forgotten about the things that i wanted to write.
Cool, try reading that last sentence of the above paragraph in one breath! seriously, i don’t remember what i m here to write about… @.@
Anyway, first of all, wud like to thanks God that i have settled my esmp problem(1) without any problem(2). The problem (1) was that my esmp has been compromised. I was done registering all my subjects, then only God knows what happened, one of my subjects in my esmp disappeared, mysteriously been dropped but not by me. Seems like someone or something hacked into my esmp and meddle with my registration. Playing Dropping and reregistering my courses without me knowing it. Problema (2) i had this same prob before, went to see the admin ppl about it, but no one believed me, so i thought i will have to go through this again, but boy, was i taken by surprised, not only did they not show disbelief, they allowed me to key that dropped subject without any question asked! If they had not believed me, i wud bring this matter to the deputy dean of the faculty!
Next, San sent me the link to this junior’s blog whom i came to notice since the beginning of this sem, this girl stands out compare to her peers. San and jo identify her as my idol, but i beg to differ, she is not my idol, and never will be. Having read her blog, i am impressed and humbled by her writings. Kudos to her for the things she wrote. Below is her link: http://blessjessyeternally.blogdrive.com/
ooh ooh, i have finally tried the new KFC Zinger tower burger, it’s humonguous! My mouth is not big enough to bite the whole burger! I would prefer it without the… erm, zesty lime sauce they called it? It’s not bad, but i think it wud taste better if it’s taken hot (the one i had was tabao for me from my sister thus it was not at all hot).
That is all for now, cant wait for the CNY holidays to come! Ciaoz…
