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{ November 20, 2010 @ 12:57 pm } · { TRASH! }
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… to help me to survive in my kind of work place – open hostility.

1. Dont speak unless you plan to crap to release tension if not just shut up.
(if you must speak, make sure it’s really REALLY necessary)

2. Avoid eye contact. Not to those you are on good terms with lah!

3. Just nod/shake your head throughout the meeting. Don’t bother arguing, conserve your energy for something else more worthy.

4. Do whatever that is given to you to your best. To save you your reputation should you resign. Though i must say pride may be wounded and sometimes it feels like being trampled on.

5. Go home ON TIME!

With that said. It’s almost 1.00 PM. Time to pack up and leave!

here we go again…

{ November 9, 2010 @ 3:19 pm } · { TRASH! }
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i am going to whine about how terrible my job is…

Stupid! How did i get into this company?! Everything started ok (just ok, shit, this should be an indication for problems ahead), and now, it has just gotten worse. GOSH!

You have the unprofessionals stressing on the importance of being professional. Bunch of hypocrites!

An (underqualified) aunty with who-knows-what kind of working+education background taking over the duties of a director who has 10 yrs of working exp and Master degree.   [fyi, the director left because she couldnt take it anymore]

All these “professionals” do is to delegate jobs to everyone else but themselves. Geez, they must be really really busy. If you really need to get something done IMMEDIATELY, as in like PRONTO, do it yourself! Why waste time asking ppl to do it?! Stupit!

I am sorry that i dont quite respect you as the head. Oh wait, I am not sorry about that at all. You want my respect? Earn it rightfully! Prove yourselves worthy of it, bugger!

There is not a sense of job satisfaction at all. Gosh! Yes, IT’S THAT BAD!

SIGH.

sorry peeps for sounding so depressed. today is one of those times where i just feel very… meaningless.

E.DIOT!

{ November 3, 2010 @ 3:24 pm } · { TRASH! }
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I have been so busy dealing with students non-stop even before i entered the office, and stwopit lady still wanna ask me if there is any collections for today…  (Just FYI, we are in the same enclosed area, she didnt even offer to help me, but i woulndt want her help anyway) but, GOSH! Is she blind or what?!!*Palm Face* Oh right, she is after all… stupid.

blah

{ June 4, 2009 @ 1:43 am } · { TRASH! }
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Hahaha~ am so not proud of my blog… too much nonsense and craps…

anyway, i just got back fr the DMSJ fellowship camp held at PD. If you want stories, meet me F2F la, lazy to blog…  :P

for now, slumberland awaits… Good Night.

Fishy

{ May 22, 2009 @ 6:51 pm } · { TRASH! }
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Got a miss call from +60374945300 at 1215 today… My 1st thought was maybe some company called me, although i havent really sent me resume to any company yet… The curiosity got hold of me prompted me to google that number…

and this is what i found:Fishy

 

these ppl also had miss call from the same number, but when they call back, either there is no ringing tone or this number is no longer in service.

eeeeeek! SPOOKY!!!!

 

psst: sorry if i sound “wu liao” to you… hehehe…

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{ February 13, 2009 @ 6:42 pm } · { TRASH! }
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{ February 10, 2009 @ 11:36 pm } · { assignments, TRASH! }
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i am still mad about group work… i dont even want to talk about, i can’t believe it! I am one who hates injustice & refused to be ill-treated, yet, i cant prevent these from happening in my group, everything happened under my nose! The only word that came to mind was:

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-I-N-G

I am very disappointed, too disappointed for words…

I am not fa lan za’ing’, i am just MAD. FULL STOP.

Dont attempt to talk to me about it F2F and pls dont even discuss about it behind my back. Just leave it as it is. Thanks.

Good Night.

 

 

p/s: Would appreciate some secrets to stay between us, just as you promised. *wink*

scandalous

{ February 8, 2009 @ 11:14 pm } · { assignments, friends, TRASH!, Whenever & whatever }
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Everyone said he likes me, but i shrug off that idea, he married with kids and he is my lecturer! oh well, yeah, he showed concern for my groupby smsing me, yes, of all the members in my group, he smsed me! Maybe a lil bias to my group because of… me?

Below are his text msges:

1st -> Hi Phoebe, did yr group managed to talk to the technicians to secure the parking lots for yr group activiti tmrow? Hopefully everything will go smoothly for yr group tmrow.

2nd -> Ok, c u tmrow. take care and good night.

First of all, he didnt identify himself, good thing is i roughly remembered those numbers while he scribbled his hp number on a piece of paper.

Isn’t it weird to have a lecturer texting a students “take care and good night”? It gave me a LIL goose bump… It sounded so cheesy. I never had the experience of having a lecturer showering me with so much care and concern, it’s never my intention to make his wife jealous of him texting his student, boy~ it’s freaking me out… what am i supposed to do?!

Actually, it’s scandalesslah, get what i mean? SCANDALESS

This lecturer is a super nice guy, never have i met any lecturer this helpful, patient, responsible and understanding. Very soft spoken and funny in his own way. I have ntg else to say about this lecturer except he is REALLY VERY NICE man, and his wife should be very proud of him. I only wish all the lecturers in UPM are as good and noble as him. Thank You Dr for everything you have done for me and my friends! Seriously appreciate it alot!

*sigh* again, this post doesnt sound like what it should have sounded. I am suffering from… brain block? idea block? mind block? or is it writers’ block? There is this word andre used when he’s lost for words/ideas while scripting (by that i mean script writing). 

nvm, no point thinking too hard for that one word…

I am writing this crap, because it’s one way of escaping reality, i dont know why do those nasty assignments keep coming back to me… go away, shoo! Shoo!!!! As of this year, i still have not submitted anything regarding my thesis to prof yet, i really should be worried, i just wish to be relieved of these assignments so that i would that tiny weeny time for my thesis. But what can i expect, it’s afterall a group work, where not everyone is working their heads off… “lucky” them?

enough said, i am going to bed now, and i have save tomorrow for my thesis, keeping my fingers crossed that there would be MINIMAL intrusion of other assignments…

Good night!

owl by night, panda by day

{ October 4, 2008 @ 1:32 pm } · { TRASH!, Uncategorized }
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Went to bed this morning at almost 2:30am after playing computer game – ZUMA, just couldn’t get myself to doze off. Maybe it’s because I was thinking about my assignments, I reasoned to myself. So, i rested my mind by thinking something peaceful and green, well, usually it works, but not today… ended up flipping to my left and right, trying to find the IT position to fall asleep. To no avail, got up and went to the toilet because I had nothing else to do. Thought listening to songs would helped, so turned on my mp4, but it wasn’t so, my eyes were still as wide and bright as of an owl’s (then was thinking I would look like a panda in the morning). I could hear my grandmother’s alarm rang. Dang! it’s 4:30am already. My final solution to overcome insomnia was to turn 180 degrees, still with my earphone on, I put my big fluffy pillow to where my feet was, and laid my head there. All these while, there were flashes of light (lightning la) outside the house, hmmm… why didn’t I think of counting the number of lighting before the rain actually poured? Anyway, it rained at 5:25am according to my hp (but my hp is at least 20 minutes faster, LoL),  and I started to yawn, good sign, good sign, then half-consciously switched off my mp4, and to slumberland I arrived. 

was woken up at 10:30am by a funeral procession, though of just ignoring it, and going back to sleep, but seeing my sister getting out from her bed I follow suit, went to my mother’s room to “Kei Bo” (busybody) by peeping at the procession through the window.

went downstairs for a drink, thought I would just flipped through the newspaper (NST), but when I saw the front page, I freaked out, such a gross photo of a man with… erm… something like broils. Ewww… NST was writing an article on spiritual cleansing, but is it necessary to put such horribly scary picture? I know lah, NST wants to leave maximum impact on the readers, but please lah, this is not the way to do it, not everyone can accept such things~! What might be okay for you might not be okay for me lor. Hng! I have a feeling that the editor was having fun choosing which picture to print in order to freak out faint-hearted readers. I believe I am not the only one who find this picture disgustingly ugly, horribly scary and grosstequely gross!

 

btw, where is everybody? how come no one is online (msn) to chat with me? :(

Grrrr……

{ September 12, 2008 @ 11:31 am } · { Internship, TRASH! }
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grrrrrrr... *courtesy of avarett.com*

grrrrrrr... *courtesy of avarett.com*

He did it again… I am so so pissed off! This colleague of mine in the department (AV) where I am doing my internship shoved me out of the room because he was conversing with his gf who is in Australia via Skype during working hours! I needed to get the RTM approved scripts for Film Stage ASAP, and there he was chatting away with his gf literally pushing me out of the room (which he shares with the HOD, but the HOD wasn’t there when he did that to me! Grrrr…). My goodness, it’s totally absurd!!! I couldn’t believe it!

The 1st time he crossed my path was when he just got transferred from production dep. to AV dep. and my supervisor was away in Bangkok for holiday. I had to do almost all the calling of suppliers because the reason given was that he didn’t know the suppliers (as if I know the suppliers any better than he does)! He was feeling really important to be THE ONE people spoke to regarding new project, after all the talking he will say “ok, no problem, I will get phoebe to call the supplier to enquire about it” -.-||| then on the last day of our boss’s vacation, he suddenly informed me that I have to attend a briefing with our supplier, when asked about the details needed for the meeting, he said “that is what you got to find out during the meeting later” as he himself also didn’t know anything. FINE. So i took down all the important details during the meeting, then when the meeting was over, he borrowed my ‘note’ and copied everything. The next day when the boss came back, he told my boss that HE TOLD ME all the details about the meeting. I was so stunned that I couldn’t find myself to say anything at all! GOSH! You should really be ashamed of yourself, a man in his thirties stealing the credit due to a 22-yr-old girl for the jobs that she did! You are so unmanly! Damn it! Fight someone you size!

He enjoyed ordering me around to do this and that. I really don’t mind as I was quite free in the office, but he himself too was not busy at all. So he wants me to type out all our suppliers’ contact info when there is already a directory! Nevermind, I patiently typed out all our regular suppliers’ contact info, but it wasn’t good enough, he wanted me to type out ALL the rest of the suppliers’ contact info that is in that directory! Did he realize that for each contact i typed, i would first have to find out the validity of the address, the telephone numbers, etc etc. but in this industry, many companies are here today and gone tomorrow. I tried to reason it to him, but his smoke-filled brain (heavy smoker ma) couldn’t understand, keep insisting that i do just as he said. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~! I was really mad at him, why do you even need me to type out our suppliers’ contacts anyway? Kononnya, it will make things easier for him and our HOD should they want to contact the suppliers, YEA RITE! Our HOD has everyone’s number in his handphone, i dare to bet with you that Mr. Boss doesn’t need this list at all!

Stop asking me to do your job when the boss is not around! Stop reporting to the boss on some jobs as if you actually did them! Stop annoying me during office hours, do you have any idea how irriating that is!!!

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