Finally, the moment that i have been waiting for:

Just Collected my thesis from the photostat shop
Immediately after that, went straight to meet Prof to settle everything else.
Phew~ Relieve! Gao Tim! Thank God!
Finally, the moment that i have been waiting for:

Just Collected my thesis from the photostat shop
Immediately after that, went straight to meet Prof to settle everything else.
Phew~ Relieve! Gao Tim! Thank God!
Goodness me! never in my wildest dream have i expected a lecturer to read my blog, but it is true… PAK NGAH was here!!! Here at beefactory.wordpress.com … He even left me a comment…

Pak Ngah was here!
All i can say is… WHAO!
I am actually speechless… i need some time to let reality sips in…
***
right, i finally got a grip of myself.
It started when i first read Pak Ngah’s comment i was thinking that maybe someone was trying to be funny… but when i saw the email add (linked to his blog), IP add and everything else, i was shocked (it’s an understatement, but i just couldnt think of any other words)!
My jaw dropped and my eyes were wide open… LITERALLY! Found myself to be wide awake from the drowsiness due to the medication i was on for tonsilitis…
Forgive me for my poor sentence structure, for i am still quite lost for words…
Presented my thesis this morning at about 12:15pm in Bilik Kesuma to a tutor, Mr Faiz. Thank God that those lecturers whom i did not wish them to appear did not come… However, Mr faiz did ask a question or two… it’s ok, at least he is not as scary as those ever-ready-to-bite lecturers…

Presenting my Final Year Project
Went to mines after that for lunch, Sushi King because there is ntg else better we could thought of at that moment… then went in to Kitschen to see see look look, and today i finally tried the dress that sort of look like a jumper… I have been wanting to try this baju for so so long now… hahaha…

Ocha

LoL!
There is something i dont understand about guys, they say “sorry dear, cant get into it, because i have plans, i dont think i want a gf until i achieved my plans besides i will not have time for you”. What is with guys and their big dreams/plans/watever? How could they put aside relationship just for their dreams? Doesn’t achieving something with love ones make the achievement even more meaningful, memorable and cherishable? Why cant they just let their partner be by their sides to encourage them in their process of achieving their dreams? these guys always say they do not want to be unfair to the girl (because guys wont have sufficient time for the girl while chasing after their dreams) therefore is better that they dont be together… i think this is yet another lame excuse… Have they ever thought that maybe the girl doesnt mind at all? or even the girl is ever ready to sacrifice for the guys? Argh~ i doubt guys would ever understand~ Forget it… i am just writing about these because i was reminded of it by someone…
I was so tired the moment i woke up this morning, didnt really sleep well, was subconsciously awake because someone trespassed my dream the WHOLE NIGHT!!!! ARGH!
i am now sitting here in the library waiting for peggy and san to finish their expo assignments. well, i have been paying frequent visits to the library lately because the deadline for thesis presentation is almost up. URGH!!! what have i been doing all these while?
Anyway, i think i am almost 77 88 done with my chapter2. Crossing my fingers and praying hard that Prof would find it acceptable. Come to think of it, maybe i should borrow books on Communication Theories. yea, maybe i should do just that on my next visit to the library. Why am i not doing it right now? I dont know lah~ just am too tired to walk anymore, need to save the remaining energy in me to walk to my car and drive myself home. @.@
i am soooo hungrie… i have a feeling by the time i reach home, i would be full already. @.@
Tired. so many things still undone! *sigh* suddenly i feel that this is the way a university student’s life should be. bleuk~!
uh oh! i have abandoned my bloggie for a little too long, but i think i’ve been really busy, with… anything and everything. Lately, i found myself a new obssession, downloading with Torrent (have not done that in months, almost 1 or maybe 2 yrs), the downside of this obssession is that, it seems to be taking forever to download the things i want. @.@
anyway, i still have not finished blogging about my Beijing trip… Geez~ i really know how to procrastinate!
Went to Full house to shoot an advertisement for my Asas Periklanan’s TVC assignment. The way we worked is soooooo different from the way i worked when i was in Draftfcb. Speaking of Draftfcb, I miss my ex-colleagues in Draftfcb and those suppliers whom i came in contact with during my internship period… haih~ Maybe it’s time to pay them a visit?
below are some photos of me and another member taking over hundreds of photos with the hope of finding the best shot for the product we are advertising – SipAhh straws.




Taking a break from staring into each other's eyes



i kinda like this one



It was my first time staring into a guy’s eyes for THAT long. :’( i have always wish to do so… with the someone in my life, not like this! *sob sob* i can see my reflection in his eyes, and it felt kinda… funny, but if i were doing it with someone else, aaaaah~ it would be so romantic because i am all he sees! LOL! another thing is, having someone staring at my face for that long, i somehow felt that he was scrutising my face. :S oh no!!! he must have noticed all the pores, freckles and white heads on my face! so paiseh lah~
Anyway, the outcome of this photo shooting session is this:

Changed of plan, hence this...
hahahaha~ anti-climaxs! nonetheless, the photo shooting session was an experience like no other… i think i am well-trained to be a model! LOL!
p/s: to ease the loading process of my blog the photos are in thumbnails because the megapixels of these photos are HUGE!!!!!
i am still mad about group work… i dont even want to talk about, i can’t believe it! I am one who hates injustice & refused to be ill-treated, yet, i cant prevent these from happening in my group, everything happened under my nose! The only word that came to mind was:
D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-I-N-G
I am very disappointed, too disappointed for words…
I am not fa lan za’ing’, i am just MAD. FULL STOP.
Dont attempt to talk to me about it F2F and pls dont even discuss about it behind my back. Just leave it as it is. Thanks.
Good Night.
p/s: Would appreciate some secrets to stay between us, just as you promised. *wink*
Everyone said he likes me, but i shrug off that idea, he married with kids and he is my lecturer! oh well, yeah, he showed concern for my groupby smsing me, yes, of all the members in my group, he smsed me! Maybe a lil bias to my group because of… me?
Below are his text msges:
1st -> Hi Phoebe, did yr group managed to talk to the technicians to secure the parking lots for yr group activiti tmrow? Hopefully everything will go smoothly for yr group tmrow.
2nd -> Ok, c u tmrow. take care and good night.
First of all, he didnt identify himself, good thing is i roughly remembered those numbers while he scribbled his hp number on a piece of paper.
Isn’t it weird to have a lecturer texting a students “take care and good night”? It gave me a LIL goose bump… It sounded so cheesy. I never had the experience of having a lecturer showering me with so much care and concern, it’s never my intention to make his wife jealous of him texting his student, boy~ it’s freaking me out… what am i supposed to do?!
Actually, it’s scandalesslah, get what i mean? SCANDALESS
This lecturer is a super nice guy, never have i met any lecturer this helpful, patient, responsible and understanding. Very soft spoken and funny in his own way. I have ntg else to say about this lecturer except he is REALLY VERY NICE man, and his wife should be very proud of him. I only wish all the lecturers in UPM are as good and noble as him. Thank You Dr for everything you have done for me and my friends! Seriously appreciate it alot!
*sigh* again, this post doesnt sound like what it should have sounded. I am suffering from… brain block? idea block? mind block? or is it writers’ block? There is this word andre used when he’s lost for words/ideas while scripting (by that i mean script writing).
nvm, no point thinking too hard for that one word…
I am writing this crap, because it’s one way of escaping reality, i dont know why do those nasty assignments keep coming back to me… go away, shoo! Shoo!!!! As of this year, i still have not submitted anything regarding my thesis to prof yet, i really should be worried, i just wish to be relieved of these assignments so that i would that tiny weeny time for my thesis. But what can i expect, it’s afterall a group work, where not everyone is working their heads off… “lucky” them?
enough said, i am going to bed now, and i have save tomorrow for my thesis, keeping my fingers crossed that there would be MINIMAL intrusion of other assignments…
Good night!
This year’s CNY is celebrated in a slightly different manner, instead of having everyone from the maternal side of the family coming over, all of us from Msia went over to S’pore. 4 Families altogether but 3 cars as one of the uncles is banned from entering S’pore for running away from S’pore National Service so only his wife and 2 daughters went.

my sis & i at the entrance of the hotel
The hotel is quite classy, i must say the room my family got was the best compared to rest, it looks newer & more spacious than the rest, the only down side is that there is only 1 king size bed when we would prefer it to be 2 single beds. Well, i guess we couldnt always get everything we wanted…

No. 307

Must make sure the blind is down when using the toilet.
On the 1st night, we went over to my uncle’s house for BBQ, food was good.
2nd night was when we celebrated my ah ma’s (grandmother) birthday at 7th storey restaurant in Marina Mall. Food was ok. The 2 dishes i like most are the longevity noddle and the red bean (soup?). Apart from those, i get to try the latest cuisine in M’sia (johore, to be exact) called “pen cai” it seems that this pen caiis a korean dish. One has to eat layer by layer… Not too bad, and it sooooooo expensive!

pen cai (basin dish)

@ 7th storey Restaurant

in Marina Barage
3rd night, dinner at my uncle’s house again, this time his mother-in-law cooked, she made paiti, broccoli, Fried Tang Hoon, Fried rice, Tofu (not sure what style, but i like!) and ABC. It’s nice also…
During the day, we went walking around S’pore, my aunty with her children (13 and below) went to places like underwater and S’pore Zoo. While the rest of us went to SunTech City on the 2nd day and BugisStreet on the 3rd Day. We used the public transport instead of driving(cos their parking system is quite confusing, fr my past exp), so tend to walk alot from MRT stations to where we were heading. But because we had “functions” at night, we rushed around because we had to be back at the hotel at 4:00pm. x.x From this trip, i learned that no one should shop at S’pore during the 1st 2 days of CNY, cos hardly any shops are open for business!

Hotel's shuttle bus picked us up at the Changi Airport
Changi Airport is so cool, its design enables anyone and everyone to see the airplanes taking off and landing from a very close range while driving through the terminals. It such a thrills for me to see a plane taking off. Actually, some might think its terminals are all over the place, true, but without that i wouldn’t be able to see that many planes in close range. What an experience! Anyway, the purpose of me going to the Changi Airport is to take the MRT to city center.
my catch from singapore is

a pair of white sandal
LOL! cost me about S$10 from Bugis Street. It is really comfortable.
the last time i went to Singapore, i bought a Giodarno baby-T for S$10 also.
With that said, i guess that’s roughly all that i wanted to write about my S’pore trip.
This year CNY was not celebrated with a peace of mind, because i cant stop thinking bout the unfinished works waiting for me back home. *SIGH*
The year 2009 has not really started well for me. Have a feeling I have to work as hard as a cow to sail through this year. Moooooo! Have to keep chewing and chewing the cuds in order to survive. It’s indeed a new year for me. Hope that i will be strong like an ox in facing the challenges ahead.
Last but not least, wishing everyone an OXsome and wonderful lunar niu year!
Suddenly i remember about the dream i had where i was on the phone with… ahem, that Prof.
there was one part in the dream where he said, “I cant help you if you dont help yourselves” And Prof actually said those exact words yesterday when he was venting his anger on us!!! PHOO!!! My dream actually came true, well part of it… How i wish it’s my SWEET dreams that came true instead of this…