Finally, the moment that i have been waiting for:
Just Collected my thesis from the photostat shop
Immediately after that, went straight to meet Prof to settle everything else.
Phew~ Relieve! Gao Tim! Thank God!
Archive for April, 2009
OH MY!!!
Goodness me! never in my wildest dream have i expected a lecturer to read my blog, but it is true… PAK NGAH was here!!! Here at beefactory.wordpress.com … He even left me a comment…
Pak Ngah was here!
All i can say is… WHAO!
I am actually speechless… i need some time to let reality sips in…
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right, i finally got a grip of myself.
It started when i first read Pak Ngah’s comment i was thinking that maybe someone was trying to be funny… but when i saw the email add (linked to his blog), IP add and everything else, i was shocked (it’s an understatement, but i just couldnt think of any other words)!
My jaw dropped and my eyes were wide open… LITERALLY! Found myself to be wide awake from the drowsiness due to the medication i was on for tonsilitis…
Forgive me for my poor sentence structure, for i am still quite lost for words…
drugged!
i am feeling so light headed… abit dizzy… abit blur… abit of everything else… argh! worst still, i have been waking up for the past few days at either 3 or 4am because of the excruciating pain from swallowing my saliva… and i think i am coughing my lungs out… it’s horrible… i cant focus on what i am supposed to do: revisions + thesis correction. i only am capable of sitting at a corner staring blankly at whatever that is in front of me… and i lost my voice… tsk tsk! My voice is barely audible now, i think i am going to be completely mute soon… SHAIKS!!!!
*sick*
I am suffering from tonsilitis for the second time, it feels horrible… High fever (38.6), cough, sore throat (with pass on the right side of my tonsil)… the latest “addition” : running and blocked nose. Awful awful!
I usually enjoy being sick, because i hardly fall sick and also because of the medication certificate (MC) 
but what’s the use of being sick now, the MC wont be able to help me to get a day off, because i do not have any more classes anymore ever again…
The doc said it is because of the cold drinks… i couldnt think of the cold drinks i had then, but suddenly i remembered having ice lemon tea on monday at a fast food restaurant, and i started coughing since then… Ish! should not have ordered the whole set… was tempted by the fries… Darn! i am suffering consequences of being tempted… I really wanna get well fast, soon, if can… i wanna get well NOW, ahora mismo!
Was lying on my bed yesterday, couldnt sleep… although one of the pills are supposed to make me drowsy… but it didnt do the trick, then i started sweating… anyway, since i couldnt sleep i was so desperate to find someone to talk to… … to cut the story short, i smsed him, but no reply… haih~ in attempt to sleep, i tossed and turned, Finally, after turning 180 degrees, i dozed off to a dreamless night…
sorry!
My apology to Cheng Chu Sian… i felt so bad at the thought of what happened this morning, hmph~ in fact i still feel bad (so VERY bad) about it… but i cannot undo the past, HOW?
Sorry lur, i didnt mean to ignore u… never. believe me. I did think of waiting for while you parked your car, but i feared that you would be “too cool” to walk with me so i ended up walking to the Dewan Besar alone and also from my past experience on that day (dont remember when) we arrived at the same time for class, i waited for you, but you ignored me… so once bitten twise shy, to avoid that from happening again i didnt wait for you lor.
and when you walked toward us, we I didnt mean to ignore you, if you would just stand closer to us and stayed longer… would have chatted with you… REALLY!
But anyway, i feel so bad about how i have treated you… sorry, i would hate to have the same thing happening to me, and yet i let it happened to you… SORRY!!!
oh my goodness, the feeling of sick plus guilty is horrible… :S
something to ponder on…
I love you because you are beautiful.
OR
You are beautiful because I love you.
Final Lap
At approx. 7:00pm today, 11/4/2009, i finally can say i am done with my thesis! Yay!!!
See!!! so many documents!!!!
The sense of completion is something to be savoured… that moment is to be cherished. opps, but i have not proof read the whole thing. @.@ LOL!
anyway, will print it out on monday, and submit it to prof on the same day. Keeping my fingers crossed that there will not be major corrections to be made.
My finals is starting on Monday, yet, i just dont feel like studying at all, despite having finsihed my thesis at 7:00pm. Peggy who on the other hand wanted to study but not able to do so because she still has bits and pieces of her thesis to touch up. Tsk tsk! shame on me!
FYP presentation done!
Presented my thesis this morning at about 12:15pm in Bilik Kesuma to a tutor, Mr Faiz. Thank God that those lecturers whom i did not wish them to appear did not come… However, Mr faiz did ask a question or two… it’s ok, at least he is not as scary as those ever-ready-to-bite lecturers…
Presenting my Final Year Project
Went to mines after that for lunch, Sushi King because there is ntg else better we could thought of at that moment… then went in to Kitschen to see see look look, and today i finally tried the dress that sort of look like a jumper… I have been wanting to try this baju for so so long now… hahaha…
Ocha
LoL!
There is something i dont understand about guys, they say “sorry dear, cant get into it, because i have plans, i dont think i want a gf until i achieved my plans besides i will not have time for you”. What is with guys and their big dreams/plans/watever? How could they put aside relationship just for their dreams? Doesn’t achieving something with love ones make the achievement even more meaningful, memorable and cherishable? Why cant they just let their partner be by their sides to encourage them in their process of achieving their dreams? these guys always say they do not want to be unfair to the girl (because guys wont have sufficient time for the girl while chasing after their dreams) therefore is better that they dont be together… i think this is yet another lame excuse… Have they ever thought that maybe the girl doesnt mind at all? or even the girl is ever ready to sacrifice for the guys? Argh~ i doubt guys would ever understand~ Forget it… i am just writing about these because i was reminded of it by someone…
I was so tired the moment i woke up this morning, didnt really sleep well, was subconsciously awake because someone trespassed my dream the WHOLE NIGHT!!!! ARGH!
everything is coming to an end… soon…
i have been wanting to blog for quite some time now, but i cant seem to squeeze in some time for it. Joee beat by writing about it first… nvm, nvm… my past 3 years in uni was really nothing to hoohaa about, ntg spectacular happened, none of the kind of prom nights we saw on movies to attend, the only memory i have of my uni life is the kind of friendship i have with Joee, peggy and san.
I am always wondering how in the world did we - four so diff individual ppl got together, sticked to each other almost every single hour spent in the uni (well, at least for me, it is so.) No doubt, we have our highs and lows, ups and downs… abit too frequent, unfortunately… we love, we hate (\”hate\” might be too strong a word, maybe frus?)… but at the end of the day, love conquers it all. I believe neither of us were proud nor happy about all those disagreements we had. But ultimately, we are still best of friends (maybe only applicable in UPM), no?
You know what i think about all our arguments? I think we love each other too much that we ended up hurting each other abit too easily. It\’s true… i really think so.
Our time together at this place that brought us together is running out. Let\’s treasure our very precious final moments together, let nothing else come between us. Let\’s not worry about the future yet, whether or not we will meet again because we don\’t know what the future has in store for us but now is what we have, so, let\’s finish our uni life the \”four-in-love\”\’s way… Shall we? Let\’s make it an uni experience that is not to be forgotten…
Love you all!
"4 in luve" RULES!
Forgive me, i cant find any other nicer photos of us four… i dont look good in this photo either~ HAHAHAHAHA~ okilah~ got to go and continue with my thesis~
p/s: Dont know bout you girls, but i feel so emotional everytime i think about us (even before i wrote it).
