Holiday is over! i dreaded the coming of this day! Haih~ got to reset my biological clock all over again…
am praying for the right course to take and Hoping that i wont be late for my 1st lecture tomorrow!
Good night!
Archive for December, 2008
HO HO HO
missing him
i am missing him only so oft’
This, i hate to admit; a weakling i must be
even my mind doesn’t obey me
for it refuses to stray from him.
i miss him for always being there for me,
i miss him for his stupidity,
i hate him for being so understanding,
his insensitivity to a girl’s need,
i hate him for making me so attached to him.
Many things happened in a haste, and so surreal,
what has gone wrong? mistake somwhere?
Nay! for t’was not HIS will that you and i, hand in hand, in the future,
parting now will prevent us from walking down the path of no return.
Dang! this was not how my poem is supposed to be, it is supposed to rhyme at the final paragraph. haih~ if only i remember the exact word intended for it…
oh, btw, this poem is not for anyone in particular… in fact, the HEs above refer to diff ppl. Canggih kan? 
wisemen needed
My wisdom tooth (upper right) is coming out, and I am so nervous about it. So very nervous and worried about it… would appreciate some advice from ppl who have had wisdom tooth(/teeth), cos ppl with wisdom tooth (/teeth) are presumably wiser?
The thought of having to go to the dentist is nerve-racking, I only wish someone wud me able be by my side all the time while i am at the dentist’s. At least his (/her) presence brings comfort and some peace to me.
anyway, dream on…
Dang!
Just got back from my aunty’s house, went there for a bath because there is no water in my area, the developer (or whoever) didn’t even bother to inform us about it. 
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Went to The Mines for a lil Christmas Shopping for church friends. Original plan was to go alone, but then, because my uncle wanted to replace the lenses of his spectacles and my mom has to accompany him, they ended up going with me to The Mines. Of course i did my christmas shopping alone lah~ while they were busy checking out the prices of all the specs shops available…
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i had something to ask you, but i think feel know you are waging an invisible cold war(?? Perang dingin) against me (RIGHT?!!!!), kiasu as i am; i refused to raise my white flag to you, i had to seek help from someone else… anyway, was really moody the other day, so bad that i…
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I have been avoiding you, ever since the day you asked me out… Appearing offline when you are online… I don’t know why am i avoiding you, are u avoiding me too? Just wondering because you didn’t start a conversation with me when i finally braved myself to “face” you. Well, you may busy…
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Have not been sleeping well for the past few days, insomnia so bad that i even thought about thesis!!! Freak me out! scary! i dont wanna go back to uni. NO!
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oh, my butt hurts… for no reason… 
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Very sleepy and tired now… emotionally drained while waiting for something that would not happen…
He said; She said
He said : why do you always meet with wierd guys?
There is nothing wrong meeting with weird guys, LOL. It helps to spice up my boring life a little.
I have met two extremists:
one just can’t stop bothering me
and the other just wont bother about me
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She said : Guys are impatient, if they dont get what they are hoping to get from you, they will leave you before you know it.
How i wish that secondary school guy will leave me when i ignore him. But it is never too late for him to leave me now… i seriously hope he will leave and never come back! Cant wait to get him off my back once and for all.
As for the guy/s that i like, it’s just too bad for me if he leaves me just because i refuse to go out alone with him. But what do they say about “setting the one you love free, if it comes back, it’s yours”? *wink* 
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well, i have drawn a chart, have a look.
E = Equilibrium
LOL! If only i can find a guy that fits Titik E. LOL!
A morning of hard works
My mom was away in Broga since Sunday…
Woke up at 0730 to prepare breakfast for my sis, after she has gone for work, I swept and mopped the house. *sweat*
Took a shower before hand-washing and scrubbing (in 4 different directions; up, down, left and right) 3 big size bathing towels. I am drained~~!
Dang! my nail polish came off due to the washing, and my hands are feeling so dry… I wish for a SPA treatment now.
Lately I’ve been painting my nails quite often, while i was at it, i felt like a siu lai lai. Today, however, having worked so hard on house chores, i felt like a wong min po instead. LOL!
anyway, excuse me for i have to go and get my dehydrated hands (palms, to be exact) moisturized… then, it’s off to bed! ZzzzZzzzZzzz…
DEVASTATED
For the past few days I have been so SO SO anticipating the arrival of my Biotherm | Biopur Pore Reducer – One-Minute Unclogging Mask from the States.
was told yesterday that this mask is only sold online (in the states) and it’s currently OUT OF STOCK!!!! *sob sob*
I have been eyeing this bottle of mask for a few months now…
My hope of owning it has just been crushed~! I am currently beyond words…
Pls PLS pls let me know if there is anything else worth buying from the States… skincare especially. ASAP. Today is the last day for me to place my orders…
Attention: Milk Lovers!!!
Have you ever seen a human nursing off a cow? No? Think again…
I just found out the cow’s milk is not doing any good to human bodies. It is said:” The Enzymes necessary to break down and digest milk are renin and lactase. They (the enzymes) are all gone by the age of three in most humans. There is an element in all milk known as casein. There is three hundred times more casein in cow’s milk than in human’s milk. Casein coagulates in the stomach and forms large, tough, dense, difficult-to-digest curds that are adapted to the four-stomach digestive apparatus of a cow. This thick mass of goo puts a tremendous burden on the body to somehow get rid of it, huge amount of energy is spent in dealing with it. Unfortunately, some of this gooey substance hardens and adheres to the lining of the intestines and prevents the absorption of nutrients into the body.”
okay, you say Milk is you source of calcium, right? conitnue reading then…
“Calcium in cow’s milk is much coarses than in human’s milk, and is tied up with casein. This prevents the calcium from being absorbable. Second, most milk-drinkers and cheese-eaters consumer pasteurized, homogenized, or otherwise processed products. This processing degrades the calcium, making it very difficult to utilize.
…calcium’s role in the human body is to neutralize acid in the system. and All dairy products except butter are extremely acid-forming. The irony is that ppl are consuming dairy products for calcium, and the existing calcium in their body is being used to neutralize the effects of the dairy products they are eating.”
Don’t panic and start running around like a headless chicken, “the fact is that all green leafy vegetables contain calcium (cows eat grass for their strong bones not milk wert ;b). All nuts (raw) contain calcium. And raw sesame seeds contain more calcium than any other food on earth. Also most fruit contains ample calcium. If you are eating fruits and vegetables daily and some raw nuts occasionally, you cant have a calcium deficiency.”
So, back to my 1st question, everyone of us (except for those who has never ever drank cow’s milk before) have seen or even been sukling milk from a cow~!
I have not been drinking milk for some time now… because i wanna stay healthy… and lose more weight, after all this book is all about losing weight and eating right.
part of the above post are extracted from “Fit For Life”.
~sweet~ success
Today is my mummy’s birthday, so i have decided to bake make a cake for her. Dragon Fruit Chilled Cheese Cake to be exact, i’ve never tried making cheesecake before, so I was very excited about it.
I got this recipe from 8tv’s Ho Chak TV series, i don’t normally watch Ho Chak, but on that fateful sunday evening, having ntg else to do, i turned on the tv, only 5 minutes left of that episode, saw these 2 hosts half-way thru demonstrating the making of this cheese cake. The preparation seemed to be quite simple, so i thought why not make this cake for mummy on her birthday.
I did the whole cake on my own, I spent nearly 2 hours in the kitchen, standing the whole time and had even forgotten about my lunch…
To make this cheese cake, oven is not needed, instead is has to be chilled for 3 hours, during this 3 hours of wait, i cant resist myself from opening the refrigerator’s door to peep at my cheese cake every now and then.
Lo and Behold…
Dragon Fruit Chilled Cheese Cake!
mini Form 6 Gathering
I met up with some former classmates from form 6 art kelas 2. There were only a few of us there;Fei Kien, Peck Ling, Hee Tong, Sit Fong (who joined us for only 30 minutes) Boon Chai, Yin Meng, me and of course, Junn Ru who joined us later when we went to Cheras Selatan AEON after having lunch at Pizza Hut. Those who were invited but absent due to various reasons were: Yong Kee, Lam Lay Teng, Too Lay Teng, Koh Hui Sze, Ker Liy, Ai Yee, Pei Shuang and Kar Kee!
Even though the gathering was attended by only a few of us, I was nonetheless very excited about it. The thought of meeting up with old friends after so many years…
All the Girls who attended the Gathering
